i want to do that too
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
"Put a blanket."
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
no longer writing in the third person
in a post. I want to be remembered
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
kind of mythopoesis
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
its performative
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
as in
you cannot feed someone truth
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
was it worth it
really i want the internet