confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
in a post. I want to be remembered
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story
a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling
something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever
but the thinking is useful
IWGD
this will be about a slug
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too
specific.
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i
want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game
engine
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Style
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
It Will Get Lighter
It Will Get Lighter
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life,
either by social expectations, relationships, or internal
emotions. The inability to speak
in front
of others suggests suppressed feelings
or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love
you” could symbolize longing for
connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its
bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation
with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates
things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
