no longer writing in the third person

i want to do that too

this will be about a slug

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

Slug

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so the method has to be autonomous

sorry i am texting like a slav

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

fw

2 (actually index). two is company

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

so at the end

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

wait what is that

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos