was it worth it


like first name

was it worth it

yeah

isaac

i was tempted to lie about my name

as in

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god being the centre magnet

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

isaac newton

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

and the fake qualifier

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

like magnets

no like which do people call me

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

ahnaf abrar

its good short few pages

its performative

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

magnetises a pin

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

sorry i am texting like a slav

idk

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

thank you

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.