you cannot feed someone truth

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Today I felt like starting

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

magnetisation/form

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

13, H, grate

I am below everything.

all that is to say

"Put a blanket."

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so at the end

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.