Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

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but really the thing should be autonomous

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

barren land

Rain, starting

like first name

i dont understand magnetisation

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

what do you mean

thank you

magnetisation/form

propensity within someone

its good

currently

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Thank you, Jack

not their contents

its performative

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

It Will Get Lighter

Better Lift

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

no i haven't really read anything

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

so the method has to be autonomous

plato

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.