so an active mazelike process


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Today I felt like starting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


no longer writing in the third person

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

it is hopeful

currently

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

abrar?

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

and the fake qualifier

its good short few pages

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book