that looks like my instagram account

It Will Get Lighter

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its performative

magnetisation/form

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

"Put a blanket."

yes

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

really i want the internet

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

I Write Goodbye Letter



"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

not so on: yvf(wthw)

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Lift Analysis

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Pimlico Rats

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

Rain, starting


that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.