yes

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

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"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

but i respect your search

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Can I see

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

really i want the internet

13, H, grate

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

"Put a blanket."

was it worth it

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i really havent

feel you

yeah

bro i read nothing in my life

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

you cannot feed someone truth

and the fake qualifier

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

lol