There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

plato

like first name

you cannot feed someone truth

its good

its good

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

what do you think my name is

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf abrar

what do you mean

so an active mazelike process

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

as in

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i want to do that too

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

magnetisation/form