Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
in a post. I want to be remembered
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
much more tactility
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
autonomy of learning
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
what do you mean
its performative
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
hiding from the rain
division of reality is straying away from it