yeah
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Better Lift
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
god being the centre magnet
i dont understand magnetisation
i understand
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.autonomy of learning
magnetisation/form
as in
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
"Put a blanket."