ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Today I felt like starting
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
currently
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.