a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

It Will Get Lighter

this will be about a slug

December 2025

i really havent


The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

It Will Get Lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

abrar?

send link

idk

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i understand

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

like first name

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

feel you

i was tempted to lie about my name

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god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

in a post. I want to be remembered

and the fake qualifier


i have read not even 1 book

13, H, grate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46