yes

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hiding from the rain

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there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Lift Analysis

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

autonomy of learning

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Rain, starting

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

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what do you think my name is

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i want to do that too

abrar?

magnetisation/form

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

but really the thing should be autonomous

feel you

"Put a blanket."

ahnaf abrar

the site i am dreaming