Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Picture

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Thank you, Jack

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

13, H, grate

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Worse Lift

is this you as well

all that is to say

so the method has to be autonomous

One of the birds shoots out of the tree. 

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think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

autonomy of learning

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

its performative

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation