really i want the internet

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17



Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Today I felt like starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

it is hopeful


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

yes

currently

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

hiding from the rain

brb i will read and reply sincerely