Today I felt like starting
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
as in
not their contents
fw
so the method has to be autonomous
Better Lift
it is hopeful
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
yeah
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
no longer writing in the third person
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
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.Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46