"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Worse Lift

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

lol

hiding from the rain

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its performative

"Put a blanket."

bro i read nothing in my life

yeah

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

propensity within someone

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.