My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Better Lift

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a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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FOUNDING DOCUMENT

you have a beautiful account btw

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

yes

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

but i respect your search

so an active mazelike process

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.