I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
I am below everything.
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
you have a beautiful account btw
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
as in
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
autonomy of learning
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
whats your name?
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.