"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
no longer writing in the third person
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
it is hopeful
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
no i haven't really read anything
its good
so the method has to be autonomous
its good short few pages
feel you
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.i love it here
i dont understand magnetisation