Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

13, H, grate

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

ahnaf abrar

your feed looks like my tumblr

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah

It Will Get Lighter

i have read not even 1 book

not their contents

send your tumblr

feel you

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

autonomy of learning

its good

really i want the internet

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i want to do that too

or never left

as in

...

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

i really havent

the site i am dreaming