It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

lol yea

god being the centre magnet

isaac

its good

i understand

1

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yeah

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

was it worth it

ahnaf abrar

feel you

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its good short few pages

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

hiding from the rain

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

idk

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

you cannot feed someone truth

no longer writing in the third person

plato

and the fake qualifier

abrar?