Rain, starting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

feel you

i was tempted to lie about my name

like first name

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

December 2025

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Slug

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Today I felt like starting

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

it is hopeful

abrar?

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

...

bro i read nothing in my life

and the fake qualifier

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46