Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Rain, starting

in a post. I want to be remembered

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

sorry i am texting like a slav

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this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i really havent

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i was tempted to lie about my name

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

autonomy of learning

Picture

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

1

so the method has to be autonomous

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

ahnaf abrar

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

its good

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

its performative


It Will Get Lighter


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever