It Will Get Lighter

i love it here

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

not their contents

send your tumblr

its performative

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

yeah

plato

god being the centre magnet

or never left

yeah

i dont understand magnetisation


and the fake qualifier

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

bro i read nothing in my life

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i really havent

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

whats your name?

wait what is that

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

autonomy of learning

much more tactility

the site i am dreaming

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

ion

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

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Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

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