Thank you, Jack

thank you

like first name

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

no like which do people call me

was it worth it

abrar?

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

plato

idk

have you read

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Better Lift

or never left

yes

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

all that is to say

what do you mean

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

you cannot feed someone truth

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

not their contents

yeah

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

I Write Goodbye Letter