it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful


"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

It Will Get Lighter

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
"Put a blanket."

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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13, H, grate

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Style

as in

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

autonomy of learning


propensity within someone

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.


not their contents

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

its performative

but i respect your search

Worse Lift