lol

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hello reader,

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i understand

as in

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lol yea

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you cannot feed someone truth

Lift Analysis

ion

its good

so at the end
this will be about a slug

i really havent

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

2 (actually index). two is company

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

magnetises a pin

was it worth it

i have read not even 1 book

division of reality is straying away from it

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting