i really havent

i have read not even 1 book

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

like magnets

abrar?

thank you

its good

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

division of reality is straying away from it

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i understand

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

much more tactility

like first name

"Put a blanket."

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

whats your name?

i love it here

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

so an active mazelike process

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

and the fake qualifier

wait what is that

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

in a post. I want to be remembered

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24