it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Lift Analysis

Worse Lift

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch


13, H, grate

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

isaac

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

kind of mythopoesis

is this you as well

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

December 2025

i was tempted to lie about my name

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

its good

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

isaac newton

and the fake qualifier

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

thank you

all that is to say

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

god being the centre magnet