Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I am below everything.

IWGD

in a post. I want to be remembered

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

It Will Get Lighter


2 (actually index). two is company

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

Better Lift

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


Rain, starting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

13, H, grate

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

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Worse Lift

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

Style

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.