somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
we need to be deconstructing our identities
was it worth it
autonomy of learning
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.as in
i want to do that too
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
magnetisation/form
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
i really havent
no like which do people call me
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
we can only engage in such a way
i love it here