with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Better Lift
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
magnetises a pin
we can only engage in such a way
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
division of reality is straying away from it
as in
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
was it worth it
abrar?
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i really havent
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models