i really havent

which magnetises chains of pins

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

abrar?

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

plato

and the fake qualifier

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

was it worth it

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after dusk, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Thank you, Jack

autonomy of learning

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

kind of mythopoesis

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

all that is to say

no i haven't really read anything

Lift Analysis

sorry i am texting like a slav

division of reality is straying away from it

"Put a blanket."

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

ion

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

bro i read nothing in my life

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not their contents