something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

yeah

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

so the method has to be autonomous

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

in a post. I want to be remembered


Slug

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.


hiding from the rain

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
this will be about a slug

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything