nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i
want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game
engine
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively.
how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse
me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
