way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

all that is to say

is this you as well

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

so at the end

ion

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like magnets

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf abrar

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

plato

feel you

have you read

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

whats your name?

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Lift Analysis

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

division of reality is straying away from it

lol yea

we need to be deconstructing our identities

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59