a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

or never left

i love it here

so the method has to be autonomous

was it worth it

much more tactility

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i understand

its good

i really havent

autonomy of learning

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

yeah

all that is to say

thank you

It Will Get Lighter

December 2025

have you read

but really the thing should be autonomous

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

kind of mythopoesis

but i respect your search

It's

dusk