Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
no longer writing in the third person
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
Thank you, Jack
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Lift Analysis
ahnaf abrar
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
its good short few pages
sorry i am texting like a slav
like first name
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
what do you mean
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
not their contents
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
yeah
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
propensity within someone