so the method has to be autonomous
division of reality is straying away from it
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
not their contents
so at the end
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
as in
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
kind of mythopoesis
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
all that is to say
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
so an active mazelike process
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
its performative
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currently
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
hello reader,
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation