It Will Get Lighter

hiding from the rain

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

have you read



i dont understand magnetisation

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

barren land

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Thank you, Jack

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

was it worth it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things


One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

what do you think my name is

really i want the internet

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

so the method has to be autonomous

i want to do that too

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

like first name

lol