to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
magnetises a pin
what do you think my name is
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
bro i read nothing in my life
bro i read nothing in my life
really i want the internet
yeah
so the method has to be autonomous
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
or never left
all that is to say
i was tempted to lie about my name
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
send your tumblr
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
abrar?
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever