the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Better Lift
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
and the fake qualifier
autonomy of learning
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
Today I felt like starting
i have read not even 1 book
yeah
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
much more tactility
i love it here
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too specific.plato