There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

you have a beautiful account btw

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autonomy of learning

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak


Worse Lift

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now


wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

all that is to say

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

we can only engage in such a way

Picture

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me. The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

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i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate


there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

"Put a blanket."

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

much more tactility

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

idk

not their contents

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason