something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
its performative
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
really i want the internet
not their contents
magnetisation/form
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
no longer writing in the third person
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
"Put a blanket."
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
all that is to say
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
much more tactility
currently
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
so the method has to be autonomous
Better Lift
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
abrar?