the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

but i respect your search

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Style


It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

no longer writing in the third person

hiding from the rain

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

so an active mazelike process

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

so at the end

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Lift Analysis

IWGD

you have a beautiful account btw

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it