i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

but i respect your search

Thank you, Jack

brb i will read and reply sincerely

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

in a post. I want to be remembered

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.