was it worth it


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter


I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?




13, H, grate

It Will Get Lighter

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Style

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

all that is to say

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak